Nasty Little Rat (Just a Foolish Boy)

A slightly odd being with a taste for writing, music, and dark things. Unfortunately, it has also been dragged into fandom.

I'm Sebastian, in a relationship, and I sign with S B-L or Sebastian Loch.

I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light.

But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with.

I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around.

I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war waging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you.

I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you.

I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing.

I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.

4 weeks ago on September 23rd | J | 85,629 notes

sorelatable:

I hate when i lose something and my parents says “well i guess you didnt care about it enough” like you’ve lost me in a grocery store before so

3 months ago on July 14th | J | 226,748 notes
So I dyed my hair

So I dyed my hair

3 months ago on July 9th | J | 4 notes
So, I have an Etsy store!
Please note the flattering photo of me ‘working.’
It includes both fashion and fandom items, with more being added as they are made!
https://www.etsy.com/uk/shop/HerosTragedy

So, I have an Etsy store!

Please note the flattering photo of me ‘working.’

It includes both fashion and fandom items, with more being added as they are made!

https://www.etsy.com/uk/shop/HerosTragedy

3 months ago on July 4th | J | 6 notes
Describe how you look?

Anonymous

Anonymous asked: In detail, like what do your eyes look like, not just basic ‘height weight etc’.

Your wish is my command, Nonny.

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3 months ago on July 4th | J | 0 notes
For a minute I read your title 'Just a foolish boy' to the tune of 'Don't stop believing' by Journey


not quite the song it’s from but hey i can dig it

3 months ago on July 4th | J | 0 notes
10 months ago on December 13th | J | 39 notes
And there you have it, anon.

And there you have it, anon.

11 months ago on November 11th | J | 1 note
So this is how I’m answering the door today

So this is how I’m answering the door today

11 months ago on October 31st | J | 6 notes

thisspoopy1967chevroletimpala:

FINALLY got some pictures from Comic Con up! These are just some of the awesome people we came across throughout the weekend!

11 months ago on October 29th | J | 13 notes

sparxflame:

More awesome cosplayers, and one of us (me, Cales, and two people whose tumblr urls I don’t know) just chilling at the station. The punk Les Mis people were so great wow.

Thank you!

11 months ago on October 29th | J | 11 notes
My four-washes hair, post two days of putting up my messy death hawk/ mohawk combo. 
There is no hairspray in it anymore and it’s naturally pretty straight. Much like my apparently permanent black eye, I am a little confused as to how it happened. 

My four-washes hair, post two days of putting up my messy death hawk/ mohawk combo. 

There is no hairspray in it anymore and it’s naturally pretty straight. Much like my apparently permanent black eye, I am a little confused as to how it happened. 

11 months ago on October 28th | J | 6 notes
petervankman:

Let me tell you this Grantaire was raw as hell

Thanks man! That’s me

petervankman:

Let me tell you this Grantaire was raw as hell

Thanks man! That’s me

11 months ago on October 27th | J | 41 notes